ApologySaying sorry is no longer enough. Sorry is empty, shallow. She sounds like she knows something and maybe she did. It is no longer though. She has been used, abused, confused for so long that nothing matters to her. She's terse with me. I want more from her than she has left to give. So I look for something else, something to fill the gaping hole that is left by her tumultuous exit. it takes me eons to find what I want. I walk slowly towards her not wanting to scare her. I can only see her vague shape at first. When I move closer I am reminded of how she used to be. I laugh to myself silently. I can finally see what I have been lookApology
DestinyBelieve in myself. Patient. Peaceful. Eternally blessed. Eternally faithful. Vengeance is gone. Anger is gone. Hate never even existed. Its only the briefest vision of that darkness again. Keep nothing to myself. Change as if I was never there.Begind you, around you, in you. Eternally faithful. Eternally blessed. Peaceful. Patient. Believe in myself.Destiny
DreamsRending, ephemeral, She shapes herself. Not wanting to be lead blind helpless.Dreams
Wishing only to be herself she becomes what she is not.
Sweet, her lips beckon for a quick touch.
Sour, her lips drive you away.
Gently caressing you, viciously ravaging you.
You want her but it pains you that you cannot. She tortures you with her gentle laugh and tortures herself not knowing what she is.
Both hearts yearn for each other but know they can never meet. It takes the greatest restraint not to act. When you finally do meet it is beauty. Embarrassed she leaves before you wak
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I see you
till next time old friend.
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"Never trust a man who, when left alone in a room with a tea cozy, doesn't try it on." - Billy Connolly
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